WARNING: If your a boy you might not like this

I know that this isn’t the topic that we were supposed to be writing about tonight but in technically impaired and I don’t know how to search on this thing. So I’m going to talk to you today about boys. Why is it that they all think that they will get further if they play with your head???? Is it fun to lead us on and then just stop talking to us after we got attached because from a girls’ point of view that just makes you a dick. And then thinking that if they don’t put the girls name in their profile and just putting I love you baby or there’s this girl and she means the world to me means that they can play more than one girl at a time without the others finding out no again that just makes you a dick. I want to know why you can never get a straight answer out of any of them either its like they have absolutely no emotions. I think that most guys should just carry around a sign that says I’m a fucking asshole I’m going to fuck you over and then make you feel like shit and I’m going to make you feel like its all your fault. I just don’t get it why mess with our heads if you want some when we find out and we will your not going to get anything but a kick in the balls and someone that isn’t afraid to tell EVERYONE that your a dick. I think that boys should just stop being dicks what do you think???

Graduation

Why is that parents think that they can decide what your doing months before you even start thinking about what your doing on a specific day, 4 months from now and tell you who your going to be with and what your going to be doing.


My mom has gone graduation crazy she has started ordering things by the 100's of things just because they are orange or black and if she cant find what she wants she’s started to dye them that. I walked into my living room one day and after coming home from work and I found a giant wire thing in my living room I didn’t think anything of it because my dad is always doing weird things as most of you know but then my brother decided to inform me that it was going to be a giant paper mâché tiger for my graduation party. I know that she’s just doing what she thinks that I want but I don’t even want a graduation party and now she’s planed to have a hundred people at my house that I don’t even know or remember meeting on a day that I dint want it on to begin with and keeping me out of everything including what’s going to happen. I would much rater have just had family over and a few friends but its turned into a circus (which I’m sure if she could find one free that day she would have one included). I have both a brother and a sister after me graduating and I don’t think that its fair to them that I get this big huge thing and I’m sure that by the time my sister graduates she will get a congratulations and a when are you leaving. She’s even making a bigger deal about my graduation party then my sisters’ wedding that’s before graduation. I guess that I just don’t get what the big deal is to have a HUGE party.

Dream Job

I haven’t been on in a wile due to computer problems so I have missed the mandatory topics that Mrs. Krieger has posted so I'm going to write about them today. My dream job would be to work with special needs children and help them learn the simple things like how to talk and how to take care of them selves. I don’t know why this is so appealing to me but I don’t think that these kinds of children have gotten the kind of support and care in the world that other people with out disabilities have had. My cousin has Down syndrome and he is the sweetest most thoughtful person you will ever meet. He can’t do some of the things that you or I can do but he can feel emotions like no one else that I know. I know some of you have met him and you saw that no matter what you feel when you see him he will put a smile on your face because he has such a optimistic out look on life even though he has gone threw so much in his little life.


I was really upset one day and I was babysitting him and he would just look at me for a few minutes and then laugh and then look back and he would some how know that I was having a bad day and he would come over and give me a big hug and just the thought that what ever problem that I was going threw at that moment isn’t even half of what he's going to have to go threw in his life and he wants me to feel better just made me think about how unfair the world really is. I think that there should be more people in the world like him to show compassion and love in ways that other people cant. And that people that aren’t the same are sometimes the most special and magical people in the world.

Personal Space

I’m here to talk to you about personal space and what you think that means. What is your idea about how much space you need to feel comfortable with all of the people around you? Personally I don’t believe in personal space I don’t care if strangers come up to me and start talking to me I guess because I would probably do the same thing because of my personality. I’m kind of an outgoing person and I guess that’s why I don’t get personal space and how much room you should give people for them to feel comfortable around you.


I was walking yesterday with a friend and that when this all came to me we have dated before and remained friends after and during our walk I started to think about the space that was in between us and how much should be there should or shouldn’t be and I came up with that there really isn’t a set standard for how much there should be. And if you thought about how much personal space people needed all day you would go crazy. How much space between the car in front of me driving to school, how much space between me and the person sitting next to me, how much space between me and the person in front of me in line and that’s not the half of it. I guess that i'm just and open person but I could care less about who is near me or how close they are.

The world

I think that the world has become one big pit of nothing. All people seem to care about is money and how they can get one step ahead of everyone else no matter who they step on to get there. i think that people need to grow up and see that people are people and they have the same feelings that you do and you should respect them for that.

Come on people

I just want to know why people have so force their ideas down other peoples throats, and then when the other person tries to speak about what they believe in they get bombarded with sarcasm and told that they are wrong and that nothing can be your way because your to stupid to know “how the world really works”. Yes I may be younger than you and a lot shorter and I know that I’m not smart by any extent but I think that I can make up my own mind about how messed up the world is and its my choice to decide my own ideas not yours. So you can go and preach to someone else because I have lost all respect for you.

Education

Education. What do I think of education? I think that the way that most American schools deal with education isn’t the best way. Most schools give you WAY to much information and then expect you to regurgitate it when the test comes and never makes you really remember what it is that they just forced you to learn. All state tests do is create stress and make students think that it’s going to be the end of the world if they don’t pass them. I don’t think that something that you learned freshman year should be expected to be remembered for 2 years all just to take a test which if you fail you cant graduate how fair is that that one test can ruin your entire life. And yes you can take it again but what is going to change what if you still fail what does that prove that the big law makers can hold graduation over your head and make you feel like crap for 4 years for a piece of paper. I think that this is also the reason for the high drop out rates in our country if they didn’t give us so many hurtles to jump over people wouldn’t give up so easily. I’m not saying that we should not have standards but there should be other options than do this and if you don’t you fail at life.

Thoughts

No two people look at something the same way. Knowing this I think that more people should accept people for who they are and what they believe. I think that religion is just something that looks good on paper. I don’t believe that there is just some guy chilling up in the sky being like hmmmm...you sinned now you will go to hell... it just doesn’t work that way. I think that the morals are right I just don’t agree with how its all carried out and put together in this everyone love Jesus world that people live in. get a reality check everyone is going to die and its their choice to live their life the way that they want to live it and do what they want to because what if you are wrong and oops god doesn’t exist you just spent your entire existence believing in something that isn’t even there wow sucks to be you then

Ohhh boy